Oh wee I'm free

I was at the club...

Just Minding my Busisness....

And the camra just seem to find me.

I learned new words tho, scoop= thats like booking niggas., Caking= like bunning. And that the new thing is to slur your words.

So there for i have scooped and caked and slured my words and got three numbers and two dates so fare in the past lets say 4 days. OH yeah i think i like it/

Just saying

The summer could be no better before I was a little bit worried because I lost my apartment that I just knew was going to be popping. But I made my way down south to my brothers stomping ground. It’s actually nice down hear, the weather could use a bit more heat but it’s nice for now. Truth be told I’m thinking about staying down hear if I get a job, and that’s only because I have a set car nice apartment new friends that don’t know too much about me. Oh and we can’t forget this lover boy of a pit bull. So sexy…

But don’t worry DC ill be back sooner then later. Just know you got some making up to do. Let’s have it on the papers Saturday I was plastered your girl was making luv with the toilet… But I was home for like two weeks and didn’t have one good drink…or jay. Just saying.

i tell you things do change

Life at the moment is moving as tho I never left. I got my bed back and everyone is in the house once more. My brother and I stay up talking about all our endeavors as rising adults and I don’t want to let the moments go bye this easy. Right now im in the house alone like I always did on the weekends because the thought of me being alone in a apartment made me feel like I owned it and I was in charged… I use to want to be grow so fast, but now im just happy with being me at this point in time. I just wish that this me could find a job sooner then later. If your reading this blog in DC and have a job opening for me please email me at bedeau_ashley@yahoo.com . have a blessed life/

my little sister just dont know

I feel like shaking her untill she gets the point. She goes out to the movies which was paid for from the school. And she askes for 10 dollors i give it to her. Then she came in today and we found out that she had 20 dollors to buy food. She keep saying that you have to have 20 dollors to eat/// Now I know most of you who follow are in college and you understand the crunch on money, have you ever bought a meal for 20 dollors.... I dont even pay 20 dollors when I go out to eat.

And this is why i dont wanna have kinds. I would be beating her ass right now.

for the time being

I don’t know what it is. I get so sad when I see you boys try so hard. You have failed me. I thought I had something going…. But it didn’t last that long. Thought I had had a backstage fan. Turned out to be a groupie in nice clothing. I’m a focus on getting this bio joint out the way and you can focus on getting that lotion off your dick.

Ill be home in a few, don’t know if ill be getting an apartment for sure. But if I do I will not be allowed visitors. Which means mad overnight visits with my friends in the DMV area close to the address.

I’m trying to get jobs out the wazoo so if you read this got some ideas for me to hit up hit my email at bedeau_ashley@yahoo.com.

Also I got my first storage unit for myself... its like buying an apartment but cheaper lol so much paper work.

My Bose mobile is so funny. It sent me a text message from a friend asking me if I though I was ready for the final… The final was Friday and its Saturday…. But when I call to confirm that my phone is funny, they tell me they didn’t take the test Friday and actually did send the text that day…. See if I didn’t know better I would say my phone acts right when It wants to. Had it been a cretin booty call I wouldn’t have got it till the next week. Lmao smh….

owww you in trouble

I’m in love with you
I want you to know
no man women or child
could make me feel this way
but you

you’re the lime stone in my life
that’s reoccurring every two hours
I find you when I’m not looking
You catch me cheating
And I want you to know
It’s only because your so good
I had to see if there was anything like you.

This may sound dumb but it’s just a start ill get back to it later… basically I’m in love with this person. It’s not a pre mature love, they been there through thick and thin. They forced me to eat when I wanted to starve, forced me away from the edge when I wanted to let the wind murder me. The only person that I know will be there when I feel pain and can’t explain ware its coming from.

My freshmen year of college is almost over. No more wondering if I’m not smart enough I made it this far so I’m smarter then my mom and biological father lolol. It’s a good feeling knowing that you’re not following but breaking into your own path.

Something else

It’s the I who you want to be
Should the coke bottle
Break in the reality of the new me
When the tests are over and the books sold
Will our convocations be as strong?

Stoped studying to blog

Okay breath of fresh air thank you lord I was wondering ware all the artist went. I got to college all ready to meet people that was about making something of themselves with their lap tops typing away with there caramel frap… okay I was talking about me.

But not to long ago I accepted the friend ship of a guy by the name of Ray Bullock this is Facebook you never know his name could really be frank but that’s what ill call him…. So I’m chatting it up with Ray and we come across the fact that I can’t spell. Then we talked about that fact that it’s sad because we both can’t spell good… and we both write how weird is that... Then he gives me a link to this page (thecmag.com).

It blew me out the water. I will have to say he just jump from no cool point to like a 100. If you can make me second guess giving you my BlogSpot Url that you just might be the shit. There’s only one other person that has made me feel like upping my game and that’s Rana who calls her self Ray omg that’s weird. Well enjoy the poem for the day. It’s about a special Kappa... Don’t we all just love the Nupes?

Let’s take a fart for example
You feel it coming
Forcing its way on you
You clinch hoping to stall the explosion
Silence the horns
Tame the wiled cat
Expel it nice and slowly
So that no one ever knew it happened
But this fart has a mind of its own
Much like you
It plains to ruin the air around you
Wants everyone near you
To feel the need for distance for a while
It makes you want to
Crawl in the bed and hug your knees
As a silent tear bends the corner

Your that fart
The stank
Repulsive
Egotistical
Tramp of a fart
I whish never happened