hey I'm human

I lied to myself told me

“You. You’re not going out tonight” then the inevitable incurs I am in a skit shirt and cow boy boots on my way to a house party…

So I haven’t really started on my book yet but I did find some pieces on a flash drive from high school that I wanted to put in it. One of them is my bio hear it is.

I love to learn and I have always been an honor roll student. Whenever I received a report card my teachers would always say that I was a joy to have in their classroom. I have always had the drive to go beyond the two hours required for homework. For Elementary I went to school at Fox Elementary, Davis Elementary, and Bruce Monroe and I remember sitting in kitchen with a dictionary, and encyclopedias, and my list of vocabulary words. I was always proud to do homework. When I passed in my vocabulary words or my test it would always seemed like one of my greatest achievements. I would say I have been learning and happy to show off my new skills since I first learned to spell my name.

I am now a senior at Duke Ellington and I am in the literary media department. I have been at the school all four years, and have enjoyed every step of the way. In the school year 2006-07 I was inducted into the national honors society. The summer of 2007 I was privileged enough to take part in a junior scholars program at Miami University of Ohio, with a Mr. Dr. Smith. And now that I’m in my senior year and have been applying to schools I have been accepted to Benedict College who has also granted me a scholarship worth $7,500, Hofstra University, Hood College who has granted me a scholarship worth $8,000, Xavier University, and Virginia Commonwealth University ware I have decide to attend in the fall semester.

. I am actually looking forward to experience the nights filled with homework and late night studying when I got to college. I believe I am one out of the large number of kids that deserve a great education. I have gotten this far on my ability to achieve academically through hard work, determination and faith. By reading this bio I hope that you understand that I am not only the high GPA and mediocre SAT score, but I also have a goal and I will always strive for excellence. It is my only option.

So I did do some work on the book this week.

Then there’s a bit of my play that I started. Not going to show that lol. It’s not ready for viewing….

Oh my love life is no better but I’m chilling with this new guy… he’s not the normal type of guy for me to chill with but its fun..

Hey Mr. West Mr. Fresh Mister …

Some of the greatest rappers became so from word of mouth. Before you know biggie he knew himself. And before I knew my talent I knew I loved words. So I wanted to take this blog for today and talk about my rapper friends. I have a great array of them from DC, to RVA and the NC. I love them all.

My girl Lola Maxwell just put out a new mix tape I briefly spoke about that in my last blog. You should go download that it will have you rapping in class no lie happened to me today. I’m in class going over one of the other students paper and I’m doing her song Geeking in my head “every time I’m speaking uh I got them geeking, uh look at them peeking” I’m not going to go in on you all just yet but its hot. Go visit her on myspace = http://www.myspace.com/lolamaxwell, Follow her on Twitter http://www.twitter.com/lolamaxwell, Read her thought on BlogSpot http://www.lolamackswell.blogspot.com, The listen to her rap on imeem. http://www.imeem.com/missjillz,

Then you can hit up Michael 'Akzionz' Newby my brother from the same school and what not. He is always creating so you can get him at his links on http://myspace.com/akzionz, http://akzionz.blogspot.com, http://twitter.com/akzionz.

Then we have the M1_Platoon over in NC Central get at them on the blog tip http://www.m1platoon.blogspot.com or on Facebook. It’s a couple of them so look out for them. Hear is the line up

Mc's:

Scoopay
Vaughn Garcia
Sean D
Big Chopps

DJ:
DJ Gonzo
Producers:

Napalm
Vaughn Garcia


1st Family:

Lord Fuego
Prince Markee
Nathaniel Grey
Carlitta Durand
Savin
DJ Prince.

The in DC we have Banquo ‘bangboy’://www.myspace.com/banguhs, http://www.twitter.com/bangboy, http://www.imeem.com/banquo, http://www.sp606.blogspot.com, http://www.zshare.net/download/63230626f8764140/

And then your boy G5 Clivehttp://WWW.MYSPACE.COM/G5CLIVE, http://WWW.TWITTER.COM/G5CLIVE, http://WWW.G5CLIVE.BLOGSPOT.COM, http://WWW.YOUTUBE.COM/G5CLIVE. Yes this man put his YouTube page out therefore yall so go hit them up. DC aint chillin no more we on our grind. Sorry just had to say it “I’m a DC head”.

Yet another out of DC MR. Thomas 'Hipnosis' Carter check out “Super wavey” and the remix http://www.zshare.net/audio/62034935c100af36/available, http://www.zshare.net/audio/62034935c100af36/available

The last rapper of the night we have a fellow that goes by Rockstar BK, I’m not going to lie and say oh I know he is hot. I did hear two of his songs and I liked it. I’m not saying be on him mad hard, But I am saying we owe it to our fellow man to support. I know he raps and since I’m on the subject I decide to put him out there. I’m going to post this YouTube video and when I get some more information on him I’ll give my honest option on him. I must say the person that told me about him did seem real hype about this mans future so you just might want to keep an eye out. I know I will,

Blogger people

Hey my blogger people. I wanted to let everyone know what’s going on. I’m almost finished with the first semester in my sophomore year yeah me. My little brother and the president are cool peeps. Just look at the pics.

A couple of my friends are tripping out over this weight lost thing. I guess all the eating is getting to them, yet they laugh at me for not eating… I don’t eat as much as most because I had braces and I chew my food which was found to make the body believe that it has eaten more then it actually had… It’s been studied look it up. But I’m not saying I’m better, or thinner because I’m not, I just have a different way of eating.

All these test are getting to my brain and I think that this is the only reason I have been going out and partying soooo much, I mean like Thursdays, Fridays and Saturdays. It’s not a good look.

So now I’m looking for something else to spend my spare time doing so that I can keep my brain sane. I think I’m going to work on getting my collection of poems together give it a theme and find people to help get it published.

I always wanted to do it but never followed it up. Or I could work on a short story that has been in my head for a few months now. So I say all this to say I wont be making these up and coming events, no matter how free they are.

I’m going to take this time to shout out my girl Lola Maxwell and her new album FROM THE PLANET OF THE GREAT http://tinyurl.com/ycjwe5y Trust me she’s the truth.

These Negros make me mad

I deserve to be loved out loud
Deserve flowers and cheesecake
Cant stand backward stepping Negros
Won’t keep the company of a bad chick like I
So stand back creeping Negros
Look out you down low hoes
Cause ill bust your shit and won’t look back

I sit in silence
And he holds me
With a air of importance
Not a strand of my hair will fall
With out his attention paid in full
It takes only a moment in his day to notice
That love isn’t a feeling it’s a way of living
A bunch of time pulled together to form a stepping
Stone silent is how I like my men

I’m busy what can I say. I’m looking forward to spreading my self thin so that I can’t notice all the good loving I’m missing out on. So I have no boy trouble to talk about. I’m not gay, I haven’t gotten a car yet, I living in a dorm and like anyone else I don’t get alone with my roommate but she thinks were the best of friends…. I’m modeling hears are some pictures

I’m looking into moving, I want to move but I’m not sure if VCU will let me out of the contract. I’m in school so I feel smarter everyday. Drinking like what I bet god doesn’t like it, but I’m not sure if I want to stop.

The poem isn’t about anyone, I just didn’t want to go to sleep at 9 so I decided to write. TTYL

Just stay you

SO yall it didn’t work out for me and the boy but hey it’s ok. I hope he found true love with the girl he keeps telling me was just and friend and nothing more, I guess he got tired of lying to himself.

But I have grown a bit I feel like I’m not afraid to go after what I want. I haven’t been drinking as much cups of hot chocolate so that’s helping me lose weight lol. I went after this other boy I liked he’s in a fraternity not saying no names and he likes me… but hey it will never work we all know why.

I do feel like I’m missing something or someone. Like, I wonder some times why I haven’t I found that one to be like “oh I remember in college there was this one boy that I thought was the one and we were together for x amount of time”.

Lol I just want a relationship for real, a job would be nice to. A friend of mine told me you have to just go for it and keep going cause sooner then later there going to get tired of telling you no. I think ill try and adapt that to a lot more then job interviews.

My mom’s two cents in all of this was that you just have to be a bit pickier with who you talk to. And I never wanted to be one of those up tight I’m to good for this boy type of girl but I guess that’s what they want or that’s what keeps them up at night dreaming about you, so that’s what they will get….

Chow me amigos.

Till next time stay black

or white

or Asian

just stay you. lol

I'm 20 yall

What’s up my cyber peeps. I’m in school and I’m loving the life. Since my last blog I had a birthday and found new fancy. I still have no car still have no boyfriend but I’m 20 and I feel like expressing my fancy it’s a different one. I’m happy for the simple things, the slight thoughts that I get in the middle of the night. So they one is for my jiga boo

The funny looks you throw my way
The strange breathing patterns you have
In your eyes I wish I could put all my wants
In your heart I wish I could teach you how to love
But at the end of the day
Your eyes are yours and your heart beats faster when your holding me
And that’s why I’m found of your presence.