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So i feel like the worst person in the world. I didnt wright a blog yesterday because i wanted to kill myself. But i got over that with the help of my God. I cant really say that anything good has heppend to me. I feel like i faked out on one of the good friends that i did have left. If i could do like all over i would deff get down on one knee and ask this guy to marry me. But life doesnt always work the way i want it to. I will go to bed now and wake up and go to a dance show at my school to support my friend Reggie. Then ill take an exam maybe a few pop quizz and start the week all over. Thank God that there is always a tomarrow.

Its rainging.

So today i have to mail off this math book to a lady that lived across the street and wont return my emails so i got to pay 3 dollors to mail it right across the fing street. What ever she probably think im some kind of rapest or vires trying to get into her computer. lol

No classes.....My dreads look dead.... I wanna go to trinidad ware the sun shines even when it rains, and we drink hot coco in the heat of the night. ugh



So I walk to the post office the line is outside the door. This time the line moves much faster and im out of there in half and hour. Then i go to shafer ware the food is always the same. Make a walfle then strut back to my room to finish my essay and work on my other outstanding assingments. Reggie come over to get the Psy book because he has decided to change his major to Psychology.

Then I looked at ATL for a while and feel asleep. What a night lol

Monday yeah!!!!

I woke up felling rejovanated and i just knew today was going to be my day. Went to class like always and chilled with reggie at shafer. Went to Don's room and he helped me with my Bio quiz. Then the day ended and now im on the web writing about my boring day. Thanks followers.

Mommy, Donnie & Brandon

Today was a quiet day went to class, did my lab and my mom came to spend the night with me in a twin size bed. Before her Brandon stoped by to watch the bootleg Bedtime story, which i must say is funny.

We ordered pizza and my friend donnie came over to meet mom dukes. But he was drunk. lol what an impression. lukly i have cool mom and she didnt care she was to tired to care. So I spent my night babying a grown man who thought he left his iron on and was scared that he would burn down the entired doorm building. Silly boys.

so i thought wensday was friday

Im losing my ming. I didnt wanna put down all the things that were bothing me yeaterday but now that i have come throught them a bit more ill let a little bit out. I hadn't come on my period at the right time so i was freaking out. But i came and it hurts, then i have been feeling fat like most black women do but i was about to take it to a whole nother level so i am thankful for my new friend Olivia for letting me in on what doing these this will do to your body. Throwing up after eating will mess up your teeth ( i have paid to much money on these to be messing them up) you hair will fall out ( okay so hair falling out while your trying to get dreads is most likley not a good look) The your breath will stink ( i have had my fair share of stinkiy breath freinds and family ( MIke) sorry wont be one of them) so i dont know yet what to do. Cant go to the gym like i want cause 1 i dont know what im doing 2 i dont have anyone to help me 3 its not fun for me 4 i look even more fat when im at the gym.

I found the Blue bible that I have been looking for. Since i left richmond that night when i was little i have been wondering ware my vhs collecetion of this was. And today i have found something better its on You Tube. Its called Psalty Kids. I have fallen back in love with it. But unfoutionly i ran out of money so i cant buy the dvd collection. But as soon as i get my hands on some money oh you bet im going to get that.

And i have to say i feel sorry for boys because some shop will hire any one to cut your hair. A friend im not going to say the name but he got his hair cut today and the man fd it up really bad. So bad that he is thinking about goin bauld just to get his hair to grow back in right.

Ive grown tired

The day has begun and my weryness has to. I am now tired of school. I woke up before my alram clock got out of bed at 9 and my class doesn't start till 11. And I am tired. I went to class to hear a teacher tell me exactly what I have already heard from the book that they made me pay for and read instead of having a fun weekend. So now I am saying the words that are coming out of her mouth because they are word for word from the book. And I am tired. Then I go to a class ware we are suppose to communicat about how we feel about our reading and.... no one has read. I feel like a dip shit that needs to say fuck school they will read it to me later. WHAT the hell is going on I am paying for this. Give me something I have to fight for. Teach me more the the book can offer.

Tuesday 20th, 2009

retraction= I do have one follower sorry, I got beside my self yesterday.



Today Barock H Obama (I think thats how they said it) was sworn in as President of the United States of America. His speach was awsom so much I will say later when I have a printed copy. But He is such a gansgter (words from my moma) this man got out of his car and is walking down Penn ave to the parade. What more do we have to say.



The day is a quiet day as I expected, every one seemes to be glued to the tv only leaving to pee and maybe running into class to chatch a bit of the lectures.



I don't think that I have mentioned thus far on the blog but I have family in trinidad and tabago and they are also glued to there chairs, my grandmother called my mom this moring and cursed her out because she was not on the mail and was in her bed sleep. (Ha Ha you never get to old to get in trouble) .My mother then in turned called me and yelled at me because I was not watching T.V. The one thing in life that she had told me could do with out she was now made because I wasn't following along. lol