Hey guys

Life has a bunch of twist and turns for me. Little do I know it happens to the best of us? I am still without a job and car. At lest I’m on the insurance for my dads car now; finally. The car will come soon. But I’m going to visit my brother in a few weeks and it will be fun all over again. Since the last time I posted I have gotten sick, been to the doctors, visited my school for a weekend, seen my ex and kissed him….ohhh. I know bad girl but it happens right. Ill try to keep you guys up to date. But until then stay breezy its hot out here for a pimp

I need a plain

I had a fun weekend but when I got home for
some reason o just wanted to have something to do. But I have nothing. Tomorrow
ill just wake up and eat and look for more jobs. I guess I’m a busy body, and
this summer is getting on my nerves. Ill make up my mind tomorrow

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i dont wanna grow up

I just wanted to say this summer is not going as I had plain but at the same time it is. I got a new phone but no job. I’m saving my money not really going out like that. But I don’t have the boyfriend that I thought I would be able to talk with on the phone. My best friend and I hung out, but just that one time. I thought I was going to always be over there. Well I lied to my self.

But this summer may turn out to be a success after all. My dad is moving in to my grandma’s house because she is moving to Florida (that’s what old people do when they retire) and he is moving there. And ever since I visited I always like the basement. It’s like from one of those old 70’s movies when they had like this dimly lit bar with wooden walls and mirrors everywhere. So I’m pressed because there is a bar and these red steps that I was infatuated by. So when I heard he was moving I offered to help clean out things in the basement because it had become a storage area. And then I said “I just wanted everyone to know I’m staping the fact that the basement will be my room” and I didn’t say it because I will have my own door, bathroom, and washer and dryer. I said it because I have always had to share a room with my lil sister. And I’m sorry but she is foul and I can not live in the same room as her. She needs help and I won’t be the one.

So let’s hope I get these jobs I been applying for…. I had an interview at the Nationals Park for this restaurant named Levy. And I had a call back for this pet care thing but they have not called to schedule an appointment. So keep your fingers crossed. Either way I have saved up enough to buy a car. Now I just have to save up the money to take care of a used car.

Being grown up is soooo not easy

thoughts

Words have a power to them that you don’t realize until you have already spoken or sent them.

I just re-watched the 2012 movie and it just reminded me that we need to get our lives together, because something big is coming. I don’t know what it’s going to be but its going to be something.

I have an interview tomorrow so wish me luck.

Not a good day for him..

Today was a great productive day for me. Unfortunately for a man that I encountered on the street it was not so great a day for him. When I first saw him I was with my mom on our way to get my new phone. Hang out at the club and around drunken people have enabled me to spot the slightest bit of intoxication. So I knew he was tipsy or hammered. So when my mom told me the cops had stop pass and left him lying on the floor. I had a feeling his day was not going to end to great. I thought they would come back and see him in the same spot and arrest him for being drunk in public. Well this was not the case. While we were in the phone store he must have swung at one of the guys that are always standing on the block. You know your regular dc thug. Well that was his biggest mistake of the day. Far bigger then getting drunk, far bigger then choosing this street to sit on. The guys proceed to beat and kick him till his left I was bleeding and his face looked as though it was a piece of raw meat. My mom being the caring mother rushed to his aid when we saw the blood on the sidewalk and stayed with him till the ambulance arrived. No one came to this mans aid no one stop this man from beating on him. No one and it sad that the black community has to deal with low life thugs like this that take advantage of their strength. Instead of simply calling the cops and explain that this man is drunk and taking swings at me. The man choose to beat him till be bleed, and for what? Like what did he really get out of that? Now the cops are looking for you because you almost killed this man. It’s sad. Really sad.

I'm on a boat b*tch

I have been in the house since my demise on Thursday. So you would be glad to hear that today at 11 o’clock I jumped into a fresh white charger and went on a day date to a boat on the anacostia water front. Where I watched a movie and ate quiznos.

The guy clearly wants to be more then a friend. He keep saying little cutie things like what we could be doing the rest of the summer is coming out to his boat and sail to Georgetown. But with me not really feeling like getting into anything right now and him going back to school this summer in North Carolina for summer school and training camp I don’t think it’s a good idea for me to even try to get to know him.

But it was cutie that he tried. He even introduced me to one of his friends as his girlfriend. I didn’t bother to correct him because at the moment I felt like I would never see these group of people again and I didn’t want to hurt his swage. He’s a nice guy. A little shorter then I would go for. But he has facial hair short hair cut and a nice build because he plays football. He has ambition something that you can’t teach or force down someone through. We are on the same level right now. We are both in our junior summer and 20 years old. I’m older by a month and two days. So maybe one day we will meet again and the time might be right for us to venture into more of each other. But for this summer he’s not the one I’m going to be daydreaming about and spending nights with. Ill tell you when I find him.

oh snap

It’s not hard to find a job. It is however hard to keep one. I got fired on my first day on the job. Since then I have found about 20 new jobs to apply for. Hopefully I will be able to get a car. And I’m going to get a blackberry, so this summer is not lost after all.

Love’s a timed thing
Summer happens once a year
And we only have one life to live
It seems all these facts have
Come to my attention at once
So I guess ill get my passport set
And fly out on the next thing soaring
So what will you do for the summer 2010