These people are trying to change me.

School has changed me. I remember being in Duke Ellington with many artist like myself. And not matter how childish we were there was always a passion a reason why we were at school and subjected to the many tasks we had. It was almost like we were in an internship with our teachers. The things they asked us to do were for a reason. I don’t know if being in college is the same. It like people are here because there parents want them to or they need something to do while they find them selves etcetera. But I not going to say I have found my self but I feel like I know what I want to do. I just need to find something to do that makes me money.

To go more into why I’m posting. People get into their feelings about their work. That is understandable. But when you produce work and decided to make a partnership with someone. You should expect them to criticize you. I come from a school, family, and culture that doesn’t sugar coat things. We get to the point and get out. I don’t agree with making your words pretty in order to save someone’s feelings. There’s too much going on to get that into your feelings with every sentence and pick out every word. I like when people take the whole meaning of what I say and go with it. Not how I say it or when I say it but the fact that I take the time out to comment should mean something.

But things happen for a reason. So I’m going to take the incident and run with it. I know who not to talk to and who to sugar coat for.

I don't know if my heart can take.

Lawrd the world needs to learn what forgiving and forgetting feels like. They need to learn what its like to know what’s right and wrong. A child was stuffed in a trash can. That was the last place her soul rested. The last time she was able to feel that fresh intoxicating breeze of this world. I can’t being to explain how much that has weighed on my heart today. When you grow so close to the human beings of this land you can’t help but want for everyone on earth to live a fulfilling life. I wouldn’t wish death and much more on my worst enemy. Because it’s through life that you realize you faults, weakness, and strengths. Tears and pain can’t beginning to show how much pain I am in for this world. It’s hard to focuses on school and what I need to have or be doing at this age when a 17 year old child will not get to graduate from high school. It is heart breaking and honestly too much to handle. I see why the sister in the secret life of the bees took her life, it’s just too much to wake up to every day, or hear every hour.

6 dollars

I’m not sure what I’m blogging about today. It’s just been so long and I haven’t had much to say. I heard a line on TV that I enjoyed it was “the things born from the earth, and cracked by the sun” and I smiled. Like I really like when you hear poetic lines in everyday life. I feel like if people took time to add a poetic line into every conversation then the amount of ignorance would go down.

For the first time in probably all my life I will be spending thanksgiving far away from my family. I’m going to chill it out with a new good friend AD. It’s new but I’m ready for it to happen. I feel like if you don’t get use to letting your life change then nothing new and exciting will come.

This weekend I took some time out to go swimming at the school gym and it’s crazy that more people don’t go. Because at the end of the day “its night time” ha ha but also we pay for it with tuition, so why not make the most of it. Like there is a jacuzzi in real life.

Oh and I was in a auction tonight. I only got bought for $6 by my friend Jillian. But hay at lest I don’t have to go on a strange date with someone I don’t know. And I donated to a great cause.

It's cold and I love it

I forgot how much I loved this cold winter like weather. You get to put on so many layers of comfortable clothing. I went through a tub of cloths that I put away over the summer and I think I have a slight orgasm.


You know that happens by the way. My friend whose in the chemistry field at VCU said she was reading for a class and they said when women go shopping and they see a sale or something that they fall in love with, they get the same chemical release as they would if they were having a orgasm. So the next time you girls go shopping or you guys go shopping with your girls. Be aware that sales are no joke.

Any way I love sweaters and I cant wait to go back to the thrift store so I can snuggle up to a wonderful pink one or yellow. I think those are the only colors I don’t have yet.

5 star

My friends from back home be lunching

Beauty fact

I was looking at the yahoo beauty facts that they have online and I thought it interesting that the normal head weighs 8 pounds and when people sleep on their stomachs their face gets weighed down and that’s how people develop wrinkles.

Frank Morrison

I just wanted to share some wonderful art with you all.