Just stay you

SO yall it didn’t work out for me and the boy but hey it’s ok. I hope he found true love with the girl he keeps telling me was just and friend and nothing more, I guess he got tired of lying to himself.

But I have grown a bit I feel like I’m not afraid to go after what I want. I haven’t been drinking as much cups of hot chocolate so that’s helping me lose weight lol. I went after this other boy I liked he’s in a fraternity not saying no names and he likes me… but hey it will never work we all know why.

I do feel like I’m missing something or someone. Like, I wonder some times why I haven’t I found that one to be like “oh I remember in college there was this one boy that I thought was the one and we were together for x amount of time”.

Lol I just want a relationship for real, a job would be nice to. A friend of mine told me you have to just go for it and keep going cause sooner then later there going to get tired of telling you no. I think ill try and adapt that to a lot more then job interviews.

My mom’s two cents in all of this was that you just have to be a bit pickier with who you talk to. And I never wanted to be one of those up tight I’m to good for this boy type of girl but I guess that’s what they want or that’s what keeps them up at night dreaming about you, so that’s what they will get….

Chow me amigos.

Till next time stay black

or white

or Asian

just stay you. lol