REtraction for Don

I dont not have a boyfriend Brandon and i broke up and we are wroking on being friends.... sorry if anyone thought diffrently/

owww girl

Today i meet up with my aunt and she took me along with her for the day. She wanted to take her son back to school. Which was VSU and some how the fact that my (ex)boyfriend (my cusin told her we were still going out) went there came up. And after that she was all gunho on meeting him. I knew she would trip because he is 22 just turned 22 and i am 19. But thepresser wasnt that high because my cusin her son also has a girl friend who i really dont like for him and my aunt was to busy asking her questions to really get into who he was and why he was talking to someone my age. So we got off the hook. But it was really nice seeing him, it made me smile. And he noited that i had been working out so that made ne snuke also.

Im back

Hello my blogger friends. I have been MIA for a while because i have been very ill. And when your sick like i was you try to do the bare minnimam. so Thats exataly what i been doing. Going to class getting as much work done as possible and then going out like i promised my friends i would start doing. And going to the ...GYM. yes its been two weeks now and i been going faithfuly to the gym at VCU's MCV campus with a friend. Im not going to say how i feel because it hasnt been that long yet but hopefuly by the end of this semester i will have a little bit to show for it. I mad a few new friends, and started hanging out with the smokers again. I know i told my self i would stop but its just so hard. Ill get back to my day to day blogs hopfuly.

Feb it's the month i love to love.

Its the month that lets us know that black peoples place in history can never be forgotten. We have been forced hear, some of us yes. But we are hear and we are Americans. Like i heard in a class if you drop a black man or women in Africa we wont know how to find a job and a place to live. But if you drop us off in Idho or something to that extent then we will be just fine. We are African Americans and its something we had to come into. A president helps a little ....sorry had to say it.

The flip side is we have to share this month with the day of love. And for some reason i haven't found that right person to share this day with. Alot of times i say its because of the guy... But i have had a revesolution i don't want to be happy.... dont want to roll over to the beating heart that loves me... dont want to share pop corn... or introduce them to my parents over a dinner i havent made. I like being the one girl that you call when you want to go to the movies, dinner, shopping, or just talking... Ill have my Vibrator when the darkness turns to night......So for all those boys that think they hurt me by leaving me befor Feb 13..... you did me a favor. I wont have to deal with living for another.. or feeling with half a heart when your away.

So thats my post for the rest of this month... unless something meaningful happens.

I lost a full load of cloths

I finally got my facebook back up and running.  So that is a plus... But i have a cold, I sound like a little girl with strep throught. But Brandon talked to me there's and up..... but after all of that i went to get my cloths from my friends house and some one stole them... I already don't have no money and not enough clothing and now someone stole them what a day ...starbuks anyone

I think its over

I didnt write yesterday and i wont recap sorry. It was one of those day that you had to be there to understand. But today I missed out on a extra credit project that i did. lol I feel so dumb. Any who. I woke up to a replay form a text message that i had sent to my Bf the night before and he told me and i quote " If you feel that way then you can leave... Lords Blessings..." now when the hell did a break up get so blessing and so peacefull. So i will not just let you hear my side. I do believe in equality so this is how it went from a on lookers point of view. Ashley talks to this boy her Bf and he goes to school at VSU. He has a car and he works so he only comes to vist on the weekends. She goes to school on mon, wen, and friday. Cool right. So she askes if he will be able to hang out with her on valentimes day. He says no. She then askes will he be able to come to visit this weekend, He says no. Then she sends a text message at 12.13 am on wensday. saying basicaly baby im getting tired of trying so hard and im thinking twice about this relationship. He replay with somethign to the extent of you can leave. SO thats all im a say about that.....

I went to a lecture after bio with

poor Don

So i stayed with Don last night because he couldt breath and i was afried that i would leave and never see him again. Im sure you understand. Well he got an appointment and now hes feeling better and went to the gym and all that.

I have also decided that i will be looking into going to counsoling for my depresion problam. I didnt know but some of the ways i have been feeling are some of the warning sings of depression. I also learned that every 16.2 min that some one has commited suicide. And i refuse to be one of them. Yes at times i feel down and feel like i cant get through the day. But in the end i love my life and the people around me. I have told my self that anyone who has ever done something good for me that i didnt ask for i will try and send then a letter of thanks. So if your reading one is coming

Side note + did you know that you can put someones first and last name in to google and find there address you do have to pay alittle extra to get more info like phone numbers.